Hmm.

As time is melting away so too is my life and everyone within it. It could be a good thing but right now it doesn't seem so great.

The past is past for a reason - we learn lessons from it and it shapes us into the people we are today... or so i am told. All i can do at the moment is miss the past and how some things used to be.

I can't wait until these stupid exams begin and are over.
I can't wait until i am 18 and can get out and away from everything.
I don't understand why i still care about people who don't care about me.
I don't want to think about how much i am going to miss a fair few people in my life.
I don't want things to change but they already have.
I miss old friends.
I miss current friends.
I miss how things used to seem easy.


This feeling really does suck, not that you will ever get to see it.
it won't last long, I'll see you, smile and for that time you're there everything will seem super and awesome once again.
Chin up and smiles all round, there is no other way to my day to day life.




Back to study now.. Chow